About MIKAAL …

A Return to Wholeness, One Initiation at a Time

I didn’t arrive at this work because I planned to.
I arrived because I had no choice.

The pain of disconnection was too loud.
The confusion around what it means to be a man, too consuming.
The ache for something real—for purpose, direction, and grounded masculine presence—too deep to ignore.

Like many of us, I grew up in a home that held deep wisdom, but also complexity.
I was surrounded by spiritual ideas, alternative paths, and the beauty of expanded consciousness.
I carry deep love and reverence for the people who raised me, and for the values I was handed.
But I was also handed questions that no one seemed able to answer:

What does it really mean to be a man?
Where are the elders?
Where is the sacred initiation that transforms boys into men of depth, devotion, and power?
And how the hell do we come back into right relationship with ourselves, each other, and the world?

I didn’t have those answers.
So I spent years searching for them.

I wandered through performance and people-pleasing.
Collapsed into codependence and Nice Guy patterns.
Struggled with self-worth, scattered energy, and an undercurrent of shame I couldn’t explain.
I chased women and approval, artistic dreams and spiritual highs.
And still—I felt unanchored.

The breakthrough came in pieces.
A book handed to me (Iron John).
A broken finger that sidelined my career but awakened my soul.
A trail of teachers and teachings—some illuminating, some humbling.
Moments of excommunication and reorientation.
Years of stumbling into what I now know was initiation.

And through it all, one truth became clear:
We don’t heal in isolation.
We heal in tribe.
We heal in truth.
We heal in the sacred tension between masculine and feminine, structure and surrender, fire and grace.

Today, I work with men.
I guide them back into their bodies, their purpose, and their leadership—not through domination or performative strength, but through embodiment.
I also work with women—especially those who are ready to stop holding it all alone and want to reestablish trust with the masculine in a new way.
And I work with couples, helping them restore polarity, communication, and erotic connection in a world that never taught us how to love.

I do this through 1:1 mentorship, group experiences, intensives, and private retreats.
I also speak, teach, and lead workshops in sacred and secular spaces alike.

But more than anything, I walk this path because I live it.
Every day.

This isn’t self-help.
This is soul repair.
This is cultural repair.
This is the work of remembering what it means to be human again—in right relationship with ourselves, each other, and something greater.

So whether you’re a man seeking purpose,
A woman longing to be met,
Or a couple navigating the sacred mess of intimacy—

I honor you for being here.

This work takes courage.
But the world is starving for people brave enough to become whole.

If that’s you—
Welcome.